moving forward, with me out of the way
I have to say, that I am amazed at where I am at the moment. I have been watching things unfold in my world, and as long as I allow the flow to happen, I can expect nothing short of wonderful.
I have countless examples, where grace has been given to me, even at times, when my behavior, was such, that by an onlookers assessment, I may have not “deserved” it. The truth of the matter is, that everything is always working out well for me, even if I don’t think so within a harried moment.
Often, I have asked, “who am I, and why am I here???
These are certainly not new questions, and they have been asked many times by those who long to know the inner workings of the heart and mind.
I am inclined to do a lot of self examination, and observation. What I am finding lately, is that in order to go any further, I have to hone in, and define (as much as is possible) my purpose.
What exactly does this mean??? I am getting clearer and clearer, that the examination and observing, is not enough, simply because it seems to have too many limitations. I have to have a vision of where I want to be, and line up with it, without getting bogged down with a current “reality”, or past reflection, because the past is over, and what I observe changes moment by moment, and is definitely influenced by my mood.
As I change and grow, my reasons for why I do things, amend as well. I love the fluidity of the process, especially when I am in the flow.
For me this life has to have meaning, and I believe we each as individuals, have to define it in some way that makes personal sense. I often wonder how some people can seem go through life and scantly pause to see and feel what is happening in the mind and heart. I just find it so interesting.
I have this sense though, that it is not necessary to search, or “work so hard”, that all I need is the spirit within my heart and soul, and that I have to let what is inside, radiate out, so that I can connect to the great collective heart. This GREAT heart, is way bigger than me, yet I am a part of it, we ALL are.
Living from this paradigm, is much easier said than done. I believe, that we here here on earth to create. That is a very broad statement, and much deeper than it seems, but sometimes my vision can be short sighted, and I can get distracted by the minutiae of everyday life.
So to redefine my intention, and to remember purpose once again, I must be fully present in all that I do. It can get confusing to me when, in this world, we have to work within the mundane aspects. Things like having a job and bringing in an income, seem pretty necessary. The word mundane is not meant as a pejorative, but as an earthly fact, that we have all created.
Money, can be seen most worldly and temporal, if you are inclined to move on a spiritual path, and while it can often consume and cloud thinking, it is actually neutral in its existence, and can be a wonderful tool for expansion.
. A lot of people use money for the greater good, to help others, in countless ways, as well as enjoy the potential that it holds.
In the past I have grappled with myself about the importance money can hold in my focus, and have realized, that I don’t have to worry or think too much about it. There is enough, I am always taken care of, and when I am connected, I am inspired to actions that lead me to the most amazing opportunities. This is true, not just with money, but everything in my experience.
It always seems to come back to focus, and how I direct my thoughts and energies. Knowing how I want to live and express who I am is more important than what I do. I want to live consciously and joyfully, share my heart, and expand, and so long as I relax, and look for the good, this is sure to happen, no matter what comes my way.






