frustrated!!!!!
I am not pleased right now. I’m STILL having technical difficulties!!!!!!!
Yes my computer is letting me write this post (thank you much), but it has been acting up all damn morning! I have better things to do with my time than trying to get my frickin internet to work.
The problem lies in that I need it to work, because e-mail and internet, is how I communicate with people, and how I get a lot of work done. I know you understand.
After I got back from costa rica, I said how nice it was to be with out technology for a week. That was not me telling the universe that I don’t want these things in my life. I really appreciate them immensely. So, what ever it is that I need to do to clear my energy field, by god, I am willing.
I don’t like having my mood altered by things like this. I know that I don’t have to choose pisstivity, but I have done a lot of deep breathing, meditating, and praying, and what it seems to boil down to, is that I am feeling inept and stupid, because I don’t know what to do.
Yes this is bigger than the electronics, it goes way deep, and this is telling me to dive in.
A lot of times, I don’t know what to do in life, and sadly, many times I have chosen to shut down, and become inert. This is not possible anymore, because, I am wide awake, and I plan to stay that way.
I will listen, and I am willing to not know and understand everything. And I will stay open to the best of my abilities, so that i can learn.
In the present, however, I see my electronic world clearing up (for the sake of all ;))