arline jernigan

I am having an aesthetic experience. Everything I see is beauty, everything love.

The only way I can describe it, is that from my chest comes this swirling light of energy, and this energy allows me to feel connected in a deep and wonderful way.

I have been so full of gratitude lately. I guess that is what is going on, though I don’t want to think about it too much.

I made a decision, to let my heart shine, no matter what. To love, no matter what. As strange as that may seem, I realized that I have this tendency to coil up and withhold if I am afraid, or if I feel that my love is not being received. I apologize for not being specific.

I am just saying, that right now, I am choosing to love every memory, every experience, no matter how I have interpreted the content. At one time, I lived in a world, that was jaded, harsh and sunless in moments, though now there is sunshine. I am happy for this. Im happy for today.

With everything I speak about, I refer to the microcosm (me) and the macrocosm (the world and beyond).

So… I am loving what ever comes my way, because I want to see love, I want to feel love, and I want to share love. Love tears us apart, shredding the constructs that separate us. Learning how to see this love in its many manifestations will heal everything.

I’m ready!

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